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April 18, 2004

Do I need to dye my hair purple? Chapel Hill folks have confused me for many people this semester, and I don't know why that is. Obviously I don't think I look like anyone else on this campus, and I have had this discussion with others who would agree. Yet, maybe I have the same height, the same hair color, the same...
I've probably made the same mistake with other people too, but this seems a little bit much. Last week my name was India apparently. I was having a pleasant conversation with someone for a good 5 minutes (which is a lot for passing by), and for a large portion of that discussion, my classmate thought I was somebody else. Last semester I was "Tyrone's girl," or whichever name it was. Nope, can't say I remember being Tyrone's girl.

A few days ago a woman at the bookstore informed me that she hadn't seen me in a while. I think she just hasn't seen me...ever. I didn't recognize her. Is it the shades she's wearing? So I say, "Really? When was the last time you saw me?"

I don't know why I ask this. Maybe I hoped her reply would conjure up a memory for me. Maybe I was trying to make light of it...maybe it was a defense mechanism after being informed that my look is not particularly unique.

"I don't know," she shrugged. "Maybe earlier this semester."

The only thing I could say to that was how nice the weather was...and bye.

I'm having a flashback right now. When I went to Kinder Care, now The Sunshine House, all the kids kept telling me they saw me on TV...regional news commercials in particular. They told me this so much I almost wanted to believe it was true so I could stop denying it and they would shut up. As a matter of fact, I remember the person they confused me with, Ronnie, and I look nothing like her. I may have been a little kid in daycare then, but if I was on TV, I think I would know about it. Sheesh. I was on Nick at Nite last summer, and I didn't hear any hoot and hollerin' then. Well, maybe they don't watch shows that date as far back as the 60s...sometimes 50s.

I think everyone has something distinct about them on the outside that makes them unique...it's just that we aren't always too observant when we should be.
Plus, maybe it's better that we aren't always looking at special outside distinctions. Have you seen those plastic surgery reality shows? Yikes!
I'm more concerned about the personality on the inside, and I don't care if anyone thinks I'm trying to be politically correct in saying so. As far as the outside, I'm rolling out of bed, heading to class, and calling it a day. I've got 21 more days left of being able to get away with wearing pj's to class. Not that I do that...or do I?

 

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