My Arm 'n' Me

"To brag a little, to show up well,
To crow gently if in luck, to pay up,
To own up, and to shut up if beaten,
are the virtues of a sporting man."

TORCH
#13

Cy Young always said that Pitchers, like poets, weren't made, they were born. I'd have to think, for the most part that's true. I started when I was 6. Shortstop, 1st, 3rd, Outfield, never catcher though, they're dirty, grubby freaks, nah, Pitching, now that's where the attention is, the challenge, the rush of being involved every pitch. I played for Kerr Athletic Association (named for the area school) from 6 thru 17. I pitched, yes, I could hit !!, pitchers are the best and smartest athletes on the team anyway (grin). My 11 and 12 year old All-Star team won the Sharpsburg, PA and Morningside, PA tournaments. I won the MVP for the Morningside tournament, winning two complete games, then returning from vacation, ironically in Nags Head, North Carolina at near midnight to close out the championship game. I think I even remember the sequence of pitches. I certainly remember our 1st baseman, a then future Georgia Tech Lineman (he was close then) mauling me in celebration.

FOXES

So that was the early years, where I met my best friend, threw a pretty good curve far too early than I'd teach someone today and made people look funny with this loopy change. But it was here I realized that I could pitch forever. As High School started, things got more serious. I went to Fox Chapel High School, lettered three years, co-captained two years and got invited to some camps, which was cool. We never won the section, certainly should have, but we had a pretty good group of players. Actually, I think our team still was the last really outstanding team at the High School since then...sad. I also was an assistant coach at FC during my first year of college at Pitt. It was at Fox Chapel that I first got the nickname "Torch." I always have claimed that it was for the speed of my fastball, which at one time, wasn't too shabby. But more likely, it had to do the the color of my hair. Although, back then, I had a lot of hair and threw hard. Now, I continue to lose hair (thanks for those genes Dad) and the speed wanes. Coincidence??? The jury is still out. I played American Legion for Riverview and my summer leagues at Kerr and eventually at Oakmont, PA.

At Oakmont, I played four years and won three regional championships. I was somewhere around 26-5 over those three years. Most of the players were from Riverview and the Fox Chapel or Plum areas. Oakmont was a nice place to play, good people all around. We had some wars with Penn Hills and West Deer but the Oaks normally came out on top. It was here I got to be in my first bench clearer, an idiot from Penn Hills running our catcher, bodies everywhere...fun. I got to play a couple years with Mickey Morindini (gray T-shirt), who now plays for the Cubs. I'm on my left knee holding the trophy.

From 1985-89, I went to Pitt and played Varsity Baseball, lettering 3 years and being a Tri-Captain my senior year. I led the team in appearances twice ('86/'89), ERA twice ('86/'89), innings once ('89) wins once ('88). I was used mainly as a reliever the first years, then started the rest. My freshman year, I redshirted since I didn't pitch in conference games. Looking back, that was pretty hard to take at the time since I really outperformed many scholarship and older players, but I took that time to bulk up and learn.

I had some other opportunities, including being lightly recruited to go to Miami, but I would have had to walk on without any promises. Regardless, I'm glad I stayed and played Division I ball, it was one of the greatest times of my life and I also have to say that Pitt's bioscience programs prepared me well for Grad School and life. But baseball will always be in my soul so be prepared for some vain and not so vain, what ifs and when I's (grin).

Pitt joined the Big East Conference shortly before I started there so we weren't too successful against perennial powers Seton Hall or Villanova. Seton Hall's line-up included Craig Biggio,John Valentin and Mo Vaughn (read: one big rich mouse). I was the wonderful pitcher of record for Mo's freshman Big East baseball record (13th) 500 footer, over the fence, over the bullpen, down the street...nice.

In reality, I had a lot of success in the Big East and even played in a conference All-Star game. Most of the Pittsburgh area teams we beat regularly, but top level teams can hit, everyone. Hopefully, they'll have some alumni game or something one day and I'll get to grace the horrid Panther diamond one last time. Anyhow, being in NC, I haven't seen many of them play other than the tube but I assure you that they remember that redheaded, Torch kid from Pitt.

At Pitt and in the summer leagues, I did get my share of interest. I was looked at alot and worked out by the Giants, A's, Royals and the Bucs. However, my Senior year I injured my deltoid muscle in my throwing arm and that hurt any draft chances. Therefore, restrengthening my arm and plan B went into effect, Grad School. I actually got into Pitt's School of Public Health and maybe I should have played another year, but a change at head coach and uncertainties to my arm decided that this point of Torchamania was on pause :)

GLORY DAYS

...Psycho, Hondo, Kaz, Price, Horew, Shark, Mac and Torch...ST JOHN'S

For three years (while with Oakmont, summers from Pitt), I played in the Greater Pittsburgh Federation League for St. John's. We won the league title two years but lost the end-of the year championship both those years. Again, I did very well, going undefeated one year (11-0). I pitched in the league All-Star game at Three Rivers Stadium. The Saints are probably the best team I've ever played on. We were made up of Northen and Eastern Pittsburgh players, lots from Shaler and Plum. Our home field was at the VA hospital which made for some interesting but loyal fans. Plus, the field had the dimensions of Forbes Field (crime they ever trashed that place), so it was a great pitchers park. It was tough leaving these guys when I went to Carolina, I have many memories from games, parties and the best time I ever had playing baseball. To the guys listed above, love ya Saints! It was here I played with Curt "Psycho" Leskanic, who now pitches for the Rockies. Someday we'll get together if I ever see him at home or somewhere. Now that he's a millionaire and a tad "big time, we'll still hash out old stories and I'll let his kids and wife know he was the third pitcher behind me and Price :) way back when.


Why not be the best in two states? A Yankee Heel

So after Pitt and 9 months of work, I came to the University of North Carolina at Chapel Hill for Graduate School. I immediately set out to recondition my arm and played for the UNC Club team for three years. We went undefeated two of those years and I only lost one game, something like 16-1 in two years. A couple of tee-shirts, warm weather ball and nice fields. I also joined a team in the Greensboro Collegiate League now called the Astros. We are motley group mainly older folk that still beat all them southern yutes that go to the cage or play in college all year long. I often wonder if this team is better than my St. John's team, probably not in St. John's banner years, Price, Curtis and I were a nice pitching rotation, but these here Astro folk can hit damn well.

One Final Shot at the Show

In 1992, I was invited by a regional scout to early Spring Training camp for pitchers and catchers with the Atlanta Braves in West Palm Beach. I survived a little over a week. The only prospect kept around was Wohlers and he kinda threw faster than me (like 10 mphs) but I still had and have way more control than him. Avery had just come up and was there as was Klesko (dork). But for a bit there, it was the real thing, another great experience. They had an interest in placing me at Low A in Greenville, but I wanted to be at High A in Durham and also go to school. They said no, I said no, summer league pitcher with a Masters degree reborn (grin). However, I had "fixed" my arm and made it back, back to where I once was, that felt good. A couple years ago I was throwing pretty well and an A's scout said he's been watching me and would like to recommend I go to their early Spring training. Maybe my fault, but, I told him I was 29, which I was, he laughed...I thanked him for the compliment and head home with another good story for the kids one day. But it's nice to know that the Torch is still lit (grin).

I continue to pitch in Greensboro and have traveled in some regional tournaments to Nashville and Memphis. I enjoy it and would like one more trip to the Eastern Regionals, but when some of my good friends finally hang up the spikes too, I'll probably head more local to the Roy Hobbs league, but not just yet.

So what have I learned? I learned the same thing I knew when I was 6, 12, 15 or 25. Finding baseball fields makes it easy to find your way around many cities; that Baseball IS a passion, not just a game; that there is something about Baseball teammates that lasts forever; and most importantly, my Dad was right (work hard, fastball in, a little curve and a good change) and keep the damn thing down! Oh yeah, and pitchers CAN hit, we just don't anymore cause being on the mound is the best, it's like we were born there...get a bat punk (grin) I think #13 is your unlucky number.