debt consolidation
I mean, I am a student and do not have a constant, full time, source of income. I have some ideas for possible businesses that I can get involved in, but I do not even have time to think about those and put those to life. So, here I am, paying a lot and earning little. Maybe little. Maybe it just seems little to me. I mean, I love what I do and I am satisfied with the results…financially…and morally…I am sure that there are a lot of people out there who make much less and have much greater financial responsibilities…but, as I have said before, there never seems to be enough money, and the more you spend, the more you want to spend. I experience this when I study something as well - the more I study, the more I realize that, first of all, there is so much more out there on the topic that I could study, and, second of all, the more I am able to take in, process, think of, etc. It just seems that life consists of certain patterns that persist and that can be applied to a lot of different things in a lot of different walks of life. Interesting. Sometimes I start wondering if there is a certain job that will take care of all these expenses and not lead to having to do eliminate debt…possibly……and sometimes I find that there just is not one. It's difficult, though, since once you start spending, you need more and more debt help, and the circle continues… And since the circle continues, I start looking more and more into zero percent annual percentage rate balance transfers to do the debt consolidation, more credit cards with low introductory APR, and so forth. As if I am not able to take an active approach and say, "I am not going to spend more until I earn more", but, rather, just follow my desires, spend, and then resort to more and more debt consolidators. You feel powerless. Powerless in front of your own desires, lack of strong will, or whatever else that be. It is as if money indirectly, is a magnet that if you do not spend it, then you feel as if you missed something in your life.