Flights
So I have realized today that I am a very worrisome person. I had no idea how much paranoia I actually have been fed and accepted over the years. I cam to this realization when I began to shuffle through listings of cheap international airfares for my summer vacation. I would find some cheap flights or some discount airfare for a whole airline and I felt that I had to do back research on the airlines. I don't feel that I have ever had any negative experience on any flight I have ever taken. My mother used to work for the airlines when I was a kid so we would fly places like every weekend and I never had a single problem in the whole time that I worked there. We used to fly on plenty of cheap international flights and I would never have thought about it twice. Now for some reason, probably from too much tv and exposure to the evening news hysteria, I am one of those zealots who thinks that everything is unsafe. I have not stopped my search because I know that I am going on a vacation one way or the other but my I have to really force my mind to just shut up and stop looking for a problem where there isn't one. I mean I have been looking at so many different cheap international airfares and none of the airlines hosting them have had any problems. I just think there is this blanket of suspicion that we are all being swaddled in and we need to push ourselves out. Even with my fears, there is no way I am going to pass up every single one of these cheap international flights. I mean I have got to get out of this town for a little while at least. It has just been driving me crazy this semester how I always feel like I am behind or like I am not getting everything done. There is always something else I could be doing. I guess the first step in all of this is admitting I have a problem and then deal with them one cheap international flights at a time.