Cedar Tree
"I was walking around up in north Georgia, in the mountains,
and I came upon this settlement from the 1830's and there were all these
cedar trees planted around these old chimneys. And a friend of my
father's said that back in those days a husband would plant a tree for
every wife he'd had and so I wrote a song about it, 'cause there were bunch
of trees up there." --Amy
Caramia
"Cara mia" is an Italian term of affection that means "my dear".
"['Caramia' is] actually two songs that were put together... I just
came up with the opening chord riff and wrote the song around it.
It's two sections - one is about the relationship that's totally screwed
up, the other is from a dream that actually our bass player Sara Lee had
and told me about - and so I put the dream in with the other reflections
for the song, and it just came out as it is." --Emily
Cut it Out
Darwin's Theory, is a bar in Anchorage, Alaska.
The 48s" is a term used to refer to the forty-eight contiguous US states
(i.e.. all the states minus Alaska and Hawaii).
Chickenman
I couldn't possibly begin to explain what this song means, but if you
go here, you
can read amy's SOC from various concerts. After I began to understand
what the song was about, it became one of my favorites!!
Dead Man's Hill
"The point of view shifts back and forth from child to adult.
In some ways the song is directed to my parents - that's why I asked my
dad to sing on it. It's like I'm saying, 'When things are bad I may
not be able to ask for your help, but I'll let you know they're bad!'"
--Amy
"Dead Man's Hill" was inspired by an experience that Amy had when she
was very young; she saw some high school boys douse cats with gasoline
and light them on fire. It was, in her words, her "first exposure
to real evil".
Don't Give that Girl a Gun
"It's real direct. I'm not quite sure everything I meant by it, but
it's kind of a tortured love song. It's literal, and most people know what
it's about. It's a breakup song, and it's also a love song. It's
a 'don't let go' song, that's what I'd call it, and it's sad. But it wasn't
supposed to be as sad as it is. It's kind of a drag." --Amy
Everything In Its Own Time
"I also love "Everything In Its Own Time" because it's so different.
The writing style reminds me of old Emily, when we first met. It's
a certain kind of ballad--melodramatic, with Hispanic-sounding chord
changes. She used to write more like that in the old days, when we
were first playing together." --Amy
Fugitive
"In "Fugitive" it's obvious I'm talking about a girl." --Amy
"Fugitive' is... kind of a love song, but it's also, you know, it's
very abstract. It's me, the struggle within myself and the struggle
with someone else to create commitment in a world of this - of the music
industry, which is really kind of screwy. And the idea of invading
privacy and - it's about freedom, really, and about the ability to be free."
--Amy
Hey Kind Friend
"Yeah, it's a friendship song. It's not just to her, though
(Ani DiFranco). I hooked up with her ensemble for a few days because
our bassist Sara Lee was playing with them. I got to know Ani better
through that experience. It was a hard time in my life and I went out with
them for about a week. They kind of saved me, that whole group. And
I didn't know them well. Sometimes what you need is the company of
strangers. So that song was written in reflection of that time
... Ani, she's a good girl." --Amy
Its Alright
"I think when I was writing "It's Alright" I was just thinking
about forms of oppression against people, and the way gay people
are oppressed. I think rather than trying to say it in a poetic way, I
came out and said it plain and straight, you know, there are those of you
out there, 'You might hate me because I'm gay.' I just thought of it as
stating the facts, and why a song comes to you at a certain time
instead of another time is a mystery but, you know, there it is." --Emily
Jonas and Ezekiel
"We played Dartmouth College and met some real free thinkers up there.
I took a long bike ride on Highway 5, on the border of New Hampshire and
Vermont, and this song uses references from that and from earlier road
trips - things I heard in conversation, things from the news... It's apolitical
song about people who put their faith in prophesy, who're walking toward
disaster instead of doing anything about it."
Jonas and Ezekial are names that Amy saw on tombstones in a slave cemetery.
They are possibly also references to the biblical characters of the same
name, although the names are spelt differently in different translations
of the Bible.
The "activist with a very short life" is a reference to Bob Sheldon,
the owner of Internationalist Books in Chapel Hill, North Carolina.
Sheldon was an active anti-war activist at the time of Desert Shield and
Desert Storm. He was shot while alone in his store on February 21,
1991.
Kid Fears
"I wrote Kid Fears thinking about a few of my friends that had been
through very painful experiences when they were young - abuse, sexual abuse,
physical abuse, emotional abuse - by parents or friends or, you know, peers
in school. And I was comparing that to the fact that the things that
I was afraid of as a child you know was the ghost under the bed, it wasn't
my dad coming in to beat me up, and there's a big difference between that."
--Amy
Nashville
"It was a great experience. There's a really new, hip scene there,
different from the country scene. I had lived there for a year before
and it was really terrible. There was a lot of prejudice. But that city
goes through phases. This time when we went back, there was more of a bohemian
perspective. But you're never going to get rid of what k.d. doesn't like,
which is the cliques and the really paranoid atmosphere. You get
caught up in that. There are just so many songwriters, so many musicians."
--Amy
"This is a song from 1984 which never exactly fit in with an album
before. I wrote it when I was in college at Vanderbilt University,
not exactly a hotbed of liberalism. In fact, there were some very
racist and sexist things happening on that campus, and I found the city
reflected those same qualities to an extent... As a songwriter trying to
be heard, I found it extremely competitive and oppressive. As a Southerner,
I feel free to criticize from 'within the family'. I could say some of
the same things about Atlanta that I'm saying here about Nashville."
--Amy
Pushing the Needle too Far
"This song deals with alienation and the way we sometimes numb ourselves
to things. Obviously, the needle suggests a drug analogy, but it's also
like the needle on a meter. But it's a symbol, not a literal usage
like Neil Young's 'The Needle and the Damage Done'. It's about the
things people do to numb themselves to the pain of their situation."
--Amy
Reunion
"I went to my high school reunion about a year and a half ago... It
was a weird and ambivalent experience, because I had actually had a good
time in high school and Emily didn't. So I went expecting the best
and... I had this friend, sort of, that I went around with. Every
time I would go up to someone and give 'em a hug or shake their hand or
something, my friend would take me over to the side of the room and say,
'You know, that person you just hugged over there, they hated you in high
school and made fun of you every day.' And I was like, 'Shit!'
So I just learned - I chalked it up to experience and felt like it didn't
really matter and I could be friends with anybody anyway. So this
is a song about faith in yourself." --Amy
Secure Yourself
"Secure Yourself" is about the spiritual journey into heaven.
The song was inspired by Amy's grief when one of her cats died.
Scooter Boys
"Well, it's sort of a personal song that turned into a political song,
you know. Imperialism, and such We did a lot of stuff in the last couple
of years on indigenous rights, in North America, and in Mexico I think
a lot of people in the US don't think about the fact that Central and South
America having similar situations with colonialism, etc. You may be a
Spanish-speaking South American person, but you could be someone who is
a colonizer just as easily as, you know, in North America, we, the white
people, are colonizers. So it's kind of like the same dynamics, almost
down there. It's interesting to recognize the patterns, because it presents
itself to you, I think, when you're becoming politicized You recognize
what's driving them is greed. And money. And the power structure of corporations
is what's driving them at this point. And so, I think in that song I was
trying to say, look, I'm a person from a blue blood, I come from privilege,
and I'm just as bad as the next person. I reap the benefits of what we've
done to these people" --Amy
I feel like it's a fact that I have a legacy of destruction in
my bloodline. But it doesn't mean that you have to continue it. I mean,
we've benefited from it. We have all these resources at our fingertips,
and we have wealth and shelter and food and everything you can imagine,
and it's like, recognize that you're benefiting from something, bad, but
don't let it continue, I think is what I'm saying. I think the song is
really attacking the idea of the raping of the land for resources. Stealing
from the best. We all think we're the wisest and the best, and that the
corporations and the profits and all this stuff is progress, that it's
the best way to go, but it's not, necessarily. There's a lot to be
said for the things we leave behind, and the things that we don't understand
anymore in our traditions." --Amy
"Well, "Scooter Boys and Argentineans" was a really important moment
for me. It was completely improv. I hadn't finished
the song, Emily didn't know it at all, Andy Stochansky [Ani DiFranco's
drummer] was playing drums with us that day and had never heard it.
We just started playing and all of a sudden we got into this groove.
I said, "Turn the tape recorder on" and we recorded it--that's the song
you hear on the album. So there are sentimental reasons why that
song is really close to me." --Amy
Shame On You
"I saw this really cool movie called Displaced In The New South
[by Atlanta filmmaker David Zeiger], and there was a whole section of it
about Gainesville, and the poultry industry there and then later on down
the road I had heard they were starting to crack down on illegal immigrants
up there, working at these factories. But they hassled everyone,
and to me, it's like, God, how hypocritical can you get? You're running
this chicken [company], you're raking in the millions, you're hiring
people for low wages, they have terrible work conditions And the city's
making money off it, and at the same time the city's going, 'What are all
these illegal immigrants doing here?' What do you think they're doing?!
They're working, because somebody else doesn't want the job. All these
people complain that all these jobs are being taken away and stuff like
that, well, those people are the people that are willing to do it. I don't
know enough about it to spout off about it, but that's what I see from
the outside." --Amy
Amy is referring to The Pixies' 1989 album "Doolittle" (the title is
spelled wrongly in the album lyrics). On "World Cafe" in May 1997
she explained, "['Shame on You'] is about the importance of the beauty
of, like, ethnic things in our life... I was listening to the Pixies' album
"Doolittle" and Van Morrison and all these things one day, when my friends
were over. They have a window washing company, and they were, like,
giving me a present, to wash my windows, and we were all hanging, and it's
like all of a sudden, it turned into this song about immigration, I don't
know what happened."
Shed Your Skin
"I wrote "Shed Your Skin" after my breakup as a song to my ex-girlfriend
about how important it is to go do your thing and celebrate it and
celebrate yourself. The growth we experience through all that
pain is really important. The Indian stuff enters into it because
it was happening at the same time and there were some of the same sentiments.
My dedication to activism took away from my relationship. I
found it important to say, "Look, what I've been involved with has given
me some freedom in my heart and soul that I've never experienced.
You should find the same thing." --Amy
Amy is referring to the number of poisonous snakes that exist in the
United States. (Out of 115 varieties of snakes that are native to
North America, 17 are venomous.)
Swamp Ophelia
While on vacation in Florida, Amy went on a nature walk and saw a plant
called swampophilia. In a 1994 interview she said, "It made me think
of Hamlet and Ophelia and the swamp. But it all kind of mixes in
together." However, there does not actually seem to be a plant called
swampophilia; it's possible that the phrase came entirely from Amy's imagination.
The Girl With The Weight of the World in her Hands
"The bottom line is, we never know what someone is really going through
inside. The loneliest people are those we tend to avoid the most.
This is about wanting to overcome that feeling in myself and trying to
get closer to someone in that situation, someone I might usually shy away
from." --Emily
This Train
"I went to the Holocaust Museum and it really affected me. There's
a lot now that's being uncovered about the homosexual experience of the
Holocaust and how it affected those survivors. At the Museum it's made
very clear that although Jews were by far the main victims of the Holocaust,
there were many others, too. I really need to write about these feelings.
I wanted to talk about human nature, I didn't want to lay blame."
--Amy
Touch Me Fall
"It is very abstract. I don't think it is easy to understand
the meaning of it because I don't really either. I just kind of let
it all come out. It is sort of about decomposition in general. Decomposition
of love, life and fame. Everything. It is the beauty of decomposition
and I am tying it into the fall, meaning the season." --Amy
Three Hits
"A music friend of mine sent me a book of his poetry, 'The Light the
Dead See', and I went crazy over it - it changed my life a little.
I was reading some biographical notes on Stanford and learned that he'd
committed suicide in the early 80's at age 30 - he shot himself three times
in the heart. That image really stuck with me. So I used images
from his poems and his life: that he was adopted, that he left his wife
behind..." --Amy
Tried to Be True
"Tried to Be True' was inspired by... the contrast of having
a relationship where you're trying to be true, and also the relationship
that you have with the music industry where you're trying to be true and
not compromising in either way..." --Amy
World Falls
Sejarez, whom Amy mentions in "World Falls", is not a real person;
he was a character (possibly some kind of philosopher) that appeared in
one of Amy's dreams.
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